Is it possible?

Hello all, I hope that all of you are doing well.
I was wondering about my ability to retrieve a removed forum from the CP
I tried to recall the creation email to access the utilites but I sadly could not do that. I hope that anyone can help me to retreive it without accessing it.
By the way, I messaged the administration to get the utilites pw since 2015 but I could not get them.

I don't have an Arabic Keyboard, so I'm sorry for writhing such an article in English.